I can’t believe it’s Monday already! Where did the weekend go?!
So Friday at Pageant…
The morning was spent taking it easy and going slow – with
the morphine out of my system I felt a lot more with the program but was trying
to follow advice and not overdo things! In the afternoon Elder Holland and
Elder Nelson (two more Apostles) came to see us and took the devotional. It was
amazing. When I lived in Abu Dhabi, Elder Holland came over for one of our
Stake Conferences in Dubai so I loved having another opportunity to hear him
speak. He told us about when they were looking for a Temple site in Chorley; he
found the site where the Temple currently stands and knew it was the right
place. On his way back to Solihull, he pulled over and called President Hinckley
to let him know. When President Hinckley heard how big the site was he
responded that it was too big. Elder Holland replied “We’ll use it!”
“That’s what I’m afraid of!”It shows the foresight Elder Holland had; that site now holds a Missionary Training Centre, a Family History Centre, Accommodation Centre, Distribution and a Stake Centre in addition to the originally planned Temple. Plus for the last three weeks it held a marquee that could house 1500+ people.
Ben (one of the narrators in the pageant) had arranged a version of ‘Nearer My God to Thee’, linking it with the Pageant theme for the choir to sing for the Apostles. It was brilliant, very moving.
After the devotional I attempted to run through one of the
dances, but unfortunately my head decided it wasn’t quite ready for it! Beth
(our fab choir director) had kindly said that I could rejoin the choir if I
wasn’t up to family cast again. So back I went into the choir. Initially I felt
pretty down about it, like I was letting down my district and my ‘moving with
joy’ partners. Everyone was so supportive and reassuring though, I love them
all for it. Looking down from the choir on Friday, knowing the people onstage
personally was a very different experience than the week before. I felt quite
emotional watching and not feeling a part of it with my district family. But
what really got me was the moment that Heber C Kimball arrived in England and
said that he felt inadequate to teach the people. I felt very moved to realise
that I’m not the only person who feels inadequate at times; even Apostles of
the Lord have their moments where they feel that way, and I found the reminder
very reassuring. There will always be times when we feel inadequate for the task ahead of us. But when those times come I need to focus on what I do know; that I am a daughter of God, and with His help, nothing is impossible (Philippians 4:13 - "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me")